2dae we watched a video
or ppt
that was made by aloysius and ming xuan
about iiikay/fourkay tese two years
and i gotta sae
surprisingly
we had quite alot of photos huh
haha

and i realise
how fast the four years in ahs has passed so quickly

ohno am i gonna be emo? lol XD

so manny things have happened during tese past 4 years
enterin ah and being in 1k
dun rmb much then
and then enterin gb
and starting to enjoy DRILL and PUMPINGS LOL
then going to sec2
2k'05 the most wunderful class
with the most wunderful pple XD
iiikay
our ever so farni form teacher mr ben tan
and starting to hate 3k coz well so HARDWORKING
then realising 3k's not that bad act
the pple inside are GREAT
and now 4k
so many things happened inbetween that if i list out
i tink the list doesnt end

ah yes i tink im gonna get emo=X

i'll never ever forget 2k'05
never forget our subway dates dearest limin kai kai and shirley=)
never forget MR BEN TAN and his jokes LOL
never forget our wunderful teachers like MS CHAN
never forget gettin crazie in class sitting with shirley and anngi
never forget our outings and quese to go buy DONUTS HEE
never forget that anngi&shirley listened to me ranting about being insignificant and understanding and NOT denying(WELLL mayb anngi did a little haha)
never forget all the gao xiao in gb by jieting leepeng baowen etcetc
never forget the fun and crappy and lame times with bin li LOL XD
never forget ALL the WUNDERFUL FRENZ I HAVE (just to name afew shirley yingsi binli socks chermaine anngi omgomg too many DUN TINK IVE FORGOTTEN YOU IF YOUR NAME'S NOT HERE...juz too many LOL)
never forget EVERY LITTLE THING THAT HAPPENED IN AHS (EH i just hope i dun have STM luh haha)

NO MATTER if im missed anot
NO MATTER if im inexistent anot
NO MATTER if we all will meet agen
just to let you all noe
every single one of you in ah that i know
made a difference in my life
may it be BIG or small
you stiu DID XD

dun cry becoz its over, smile becoz it happened XD

BUDBUD
istiuhavethoughtaboutnotwantingtogopromsianzz

the class of FOURKAY = biantai
esp the guys
u should just see our results
its reali SICK
LOL
its not bad until sick
its GOOD until sick
im not trying to boast or wdv
bud its seriously just SICK
DAMN BIAN TAI
OWELLS

anws got back prelims results (except el paper1)
wad can i sae im satisfied yet not satisfied
satisfied coz well most were better than expected
not satisfied is that i believe i can do better for sum
and becoz of 4k tis CLASS
its like
no matter how good you tink you get - A1 or A2 or wdv
you'll look above you
and there's so many other pple getting so much better
and u'll just tink
you are not good enuff
that's the realli negative about 4k
no offence
LOL well to me luh
ANW
XI GUAN JIU HAO (:

anw for tose hu did well bud stiu not happy/dun wan to admit
SHUT UP
for tose hu din do veh well
GOGO JIAYOU KAE!!
our last battle is cumin!
nvr give up~!(:

lalala XDD

ooh man
i stiu tink i suck at making blogskins
all the faces like so disfigured
owells i tried my best and tired of the previous blogskin so
yea get used to the distorted faces LOL
kkz ciao~ heh XDD

AND SOOOOOO


PRELIMS ARE LIKE OVER WHOOSH~~~~
bud they are like so damn screwed
esp sciences tis time
chem MCQ was like
stun at every other question
BUDDDDD
PARTEEYYY TIS WKEND EVERY1
we gotta enjoy be4 gettin back result and pia-ing our LAST LAP
its just so fast
our sec sch life is like ending alreadi
im not sure if i treasured every moment
bud im sure i did spend my most happy times
depressed times
made the most wonderful friends (of coz not 4gettin mabel and natalie)LOL
and yea many more
OWELLS time reali FLIES
anw yea so 2dae after physics paper 1 (which was super horrible=XX)
anngi,shirley,evelyn,me went to suntec
we spent a super long time at tanah merah deciding where to go coz it was SUPER early
like onli 9++am
and me and evelyn wanted to go buy munchy donuts=9
haha so yea went suntec and all the shops were either not open
or half open
shessh and we din noe where to go
tenten...
we went to walk the FOUNTAIN OF WEALTH
so lame haha
bud i tink i din reali make my wish clear LOL owells just do for the fun of it haha
went to look 4 pastamania it doesnt open till like 1hour later-_-
so we went to TOYSURUS
okayy i tink i spelt it wrngly LOL
anw yea and we fooled around inside
playing with swords and makin a fool out of ourselves LOL
then yea went to eat pastamania and off to buy munchy!!
THERE WAS NO QUEUE LAH
there was nobody NOBODY there
like LOL
nxt time buy munchy/donut factory mus go suntec area LOL
yes and so we bought our DONUTSXDD
and it felt super shuang like tao2 xue2 lidat
coz we were the onli few in sch uniform haha
yea so after that wen back home and am now here whoots

wells
prelims so screwed that i dun wanna tink about nxt monday
and Os are so near that im getting pretty freaked
after tis weekend i tink its time
4 us to settle down and start serious work
YEP GOGO JIAYOU KAE PPLE!!

of to watch zhong ji yi jia~~~ YALUN XDDDD <333

we're halfway through prelims~!
GOGO JIAYOU PPLE!!!^^
then we can have a well deserved break be4 pia-ing our seriously last lap!
although im not sure if i deserve a break
anw 2dae was PHYSICS
and omg physics=gone case=failure
i doubt paper1 can save me
it'll onli pull me even lower
OWELLS
we have a GREAT phys teacher wad
if onli all teachers were as great as ms chan and kind as mrs lee
and farni like mrslim
i would ace my subjects
haha not saeing the rest are bad larh
bud there are sum seriously not good ones OWELLS

OMGOMGOMGOMG!!



hsm2 -- everyday
ahhhh XDDDD
im so gonna sing it with my future bf if i have any!

i suddenly
realli miss twokay and ppl in there back then
haven realli talked to SOCKLING LIMIN KAIKAI ETCETC in a LONGLONG TIME XD



thisnowtotallysucks

well then just as i had expected
not one tag since my latest post
oh heck
ANW

NATALIE:)))
IM SOSOSO SORRIE 4 NOT SENDING YOU MSG YEST
DO FORGIVE ME=XX
ANW
SINCE YOU WROTE A POST 4 ME ON MEE BDAE
HERE'S ONE BACK 4 YOU=))
HAPPY belated BDAE!!=))
hope u reali did have a sweet sixteen
and yes i tink i'll rmb that pic of us
so small so cute so INNOCENT forever haha;)
anw...
i tink its amazing we're still like in contact since p sch
bud i tink we all gotta admit sure got drift apart alittle
bud still i tink our friendship's amazing dun you? haha
ANW thanx 4 everything being my fren etcetc(shall not go into furthur details)
haha
be sure to take care of yourself
and mugmugmug HARD 4 prelims and Os
and LOVE YOU LOADSSSS=))
MUACKS

i hate myself for being so not initiative
i hate myself for always needing to be 'invited' to a group
i hate myself for tinkin that my cousins hate me which well might be true
i hate myself for being such a loner
i hate myself for not being able to tell sum1 im not alrite
instead smile and sae everything's fine
i hate myself for feeling inferior to everyone
i hate myself for my stupid character
and if i were to go on this list
i'll just go on forever
wells lets just make it simple
I HATE BEING ME
ive not felt and thought this way 4 a very long time alredi
feeling that i reali suck
well dun mind me then
i'll just be insignificant
and blend in with the environment
isnt it always like this?
it doesnt make a difference
if i exist anot
seriously
i can just disappear now
of coz u all will be ohno shiyeng's gone
bud aft awile
i'll just be forgotten
sumtimes
i seriously wish to lose my memory
and 4get all these feelings that i have
and reali like me for ME
bud i guess...
im unable to tell ani1 how i feel
or mayb im just making myself feel that way
wadever
i guess i'll just have to push tis all away
and conc on prelims and Os 1st

im giving up on my cca points i guess i'll be stuck with a B3 then
shessh

I NID ARCADE SERIOUSLY

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